Thirty-Something Friday Night

We went to see a cover band and decided to stay late and enjoy the next band.  It was such a great experience for us.  We ate, drank, and (I danced) because the husbear doesn't often dance, and only women dance on bleachers or whatever those seats were called.  And I didn't even care that everyone could see me bust a move. LOL! Because guess what--I have a mean groove thang and rarely use it. hahaha!

We spent the night with some great people that are part of my inner circle of power.  They have been true friends for the better half my life I am talking like 18 years or something like that.  They have been with me through some really great times and some seriously bad times.  I have learned so much from all of them about being a good person and what life is really all about.  They are my hand selected family. 

I think the most fun was sitting back and actually knowing every single song (with the exception of one but, doesn't matter because none of my music guru friends knew it either-HA!)  I often feel so disconnected from the current world.  Most of the time I feel as though I don't belong anywhere.  And I have to admit it was nice NOT to feel like a boring old thirty-something wife and mom of three.  I felt like the interesting thirty-something wife and mom of three instead. ♥ But, I took them (the kids) with me--see that one-of-kind, hand-crafted jewelry around my neck?♥

"To love is to be vulnerable. Love is the opening of the heart, the welcoming of your beloved. Loving is not secure,--authentic loving is risky." ( I don't remember the author:oD)

Here I am with the man that makes my heart pound.  Isn't he the dreamiest thing you have ever seen?  He is my closest friend, my love, my motivation, and my other half.  I just love the man more each time I see him.  I am not afraid of loving someone (him) so intensely either.  In this "weakness" I find so much strength and fulfillment.